The Truth Beholds May 14, 2008

Truth is many things. Truth can remind a person of the past present or future. Truth is needed. Truth is wanted. Truth is love. Truth is waiting. Truth is difficult. Truth is being yourself. Truth is you. Truth is me. The truth beholds.

”Sometimes it seem like to tell the truth today is to run the risk of being killed. But if I fall, I’ll fall five feet four inches forward in the fight for freedom. I’m not backing off.”
Fannie Lou Hamer

What I know to be true is that you cannot just change who you are. I thought that if I changed who I was, people would forget about the old Brianna and forget she was ever there. I saw that as my future, being someone else. If I tried that would everyone forget? Would they think the new Brianna was  good enough? Would it be like being able to live my life over again not worrying about the past? To tell you the truth, the grass was not any greener on the other side.

I did not like the new me but I did not want to turn back. The life I was living was not any better than the one before. It took my best friend’s knowledge and believing that I was better to realize. I hated me. I still do for those years that I tried to be someone else. It hurt me to see that haunting past. Thanks for telling the truth and getting me through that piece of life that seemed like an evil nightmare.

Brianna

Random May 14, 2008

What is random?

I don’t know.

Is Cheese random?

Is pizza random?

Is purple elephants random?

Am I random?

Wait. Are you random?

I am.

Twilight May 13, 2008

Hey,

Just about every friend of mine has read the book “Twilight“. I am just starting to read it as I haven’t been reading for a while. Some think it’s romance, others think it suspicious. I really don’t know what to think of it except for interesting. Twilight the Movie is ready to watch in November-December 2008. Girls everywhere want to see it, including myself.

In this book you may find yourself wishing one of the characters was really. What is said seems so romantic and you find yourself thinking about things you would probably never think about. I found that some people said about the book, (put into my own words).

This is a great read and I recommend it to all those teenage girls out there.

Peace,
Brianna

A crazy girl living life to the most. May 1, 2008

Hey,

My name is Brianna. I am like any other person. I go to school every morning and meet my friends at the school gate. I wait on the playground until the bell rings and then I go to class. I usually see my sister at recess. We sometimes talk but I really think she he known as “Little Ms. Annoying” to me.

I am just an ordinary girl who lives an ordinary life. I have 3 families,(really only 2). My mom’s family, my dad’s family and my friends. To  me friends are just as important as your mom or your dad. My friends are like my sisters and brothers. It sure feels like I see them more then my blood family though.

So now you know who I am, an ordinary girl, living in a slowly breaking world. That’s me. That’s Brianna.